Holy smokes, hello everyone!
Been sick for past couple of days and today I'm finally feeling better again. No more harsh neck pain, thank god! Yesterday I couldn't even turn my head left or right, up or down. My throat still aches a bit but it's bearable. Anyway! So much shit has been happening, I don't even know where to start. I didn't expect this paperwork horrid I'm going through being THIS bad! 2 1/2 years ago, when I left Finland, I had to give my "health insurance" -card thingie back to the city, as I couldn't take it with me. I also had to change all my info of being out of Finland and being in England instead (something like so I'm not registered being in Finland anymore etc. I'm having no clue myself here..) So now as I've come back, I thought I would just get things back easily as I'm
Finnish, but holy shit noooo, I had to put up a new form for getting that bitch card AND the registeration thing that I actually belong to some finnish sociation.. IDK I feel like SUCH an outsider in my own country, you wouldn't believe! And all those will take up to 3 weeks or more and before that I can't do fuck all really. An I'm so glad I didn't get any iller or I would've killed myself (joking).
So I'm pretty much stuck living with my sister for atleast 3 weeks before I get anywhere and then after comes the whole joy of getting all my furniture that I don't have :D We even had to phone to the moving company that they don't need to come to move me, as the only thing I got here is my suitcase and my guinea pig (and a water boiler, toaster and 2 pans.) I don't know if I should be crying of sadness or joy or stressing or what. I just want to go back to my little safe bubble :( My mood is crashing side to side and it's really annoying. I'm very excited getting to my new apartment but then I feel reeally lonely here as it feels like everyone has so much to do (I.E. keep their minds in one place) and I'm the only one sitting here thinking 24/7. I can't say I'm sad all the time, I've had such an awesome giggles with my sister and mom, for example yesterday we were giggling like mad with mom to this baby doll my sister has, because it made such funny noises and at one point it just sounded like it was growling to us! Good times, good times.
I haven't really felt like meeting up with anyone yet, sorry about that. Hopefully this week I can get myself going somewhere. Everything just feels so... distant and weird? I can't find the right word for it but I feel like I've come to a place I've never been before, eventho I've been here for my whole life. It's bizarre.
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Anyway, I'll be taking (hopefully) some pictures of the
Geo Nudy Blues today! I even borrowed my sisters camera for it so I
neeed to do it. Then around 4ish going to check out some gerbils with my sis as she promised to get 2 of them for her daughter as a birthday present (you wont believe how many pet stores we've visited already around Helsinki!) Hardest thing is that she wants a black/black&white and a grey one and there's just _none.